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<!DOCTYPE html><html><head><meta charset="UTF-8"><meta http-equiv="X-UA-Compatible" content="IE=edge"><meta name="viewport" content="width=device-width, initial-scale=1, maximum-scale=1"><meta name="description" content="期末考试前"><meta name="keywords" content=""><meta name="author" content="sherco,undefined"><meta name="copyright" content="sherco"><title>期末考试前 | sherco's home</title><link rel="shortcut icon" href="/my-favicon.ico"><link rel="stylesheet" href="/css/index.css?version=1.5.6"><link rel="stylesheet" href="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/npm/[email protected]/css/font-awesome.min.css?version=1.5.6"><link rel="dns-prefetch" href="https://cdn.staticfile.org"><link rel="dns-prefetch" href="https://cdn.bootcss.com"><link rel="dns-prefetch" href="https://creativecommons.org"><link rel="stylesheet" type="text/css" href="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/npm/gitalk/dist/gitalk.min.css"><script src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/gh/upupming/gitalk@36368e5dffd049e956cdbbd751ff96c28d8255cf/dist/gitalk.min.js"></script><script src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/npm/[email protected]/js/md5.min.js"></script><link rel="dns-prefetch" href="https://hm.baidu.com"><script>var _hmt = _hmt || [];
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<p>当然不是没事。这场考试带来的阴云，直接遍布整个下半学期</p>
<p>感觉生活变得魔幻了起来：始终想不明白，为什么一场本该所有人皆大欢喜，平均分90+的考试，会让我整日沉浸在对<strong>挂科</strong>这一曾经从未想过的事件的恐惧当中？<br>尤其是，当他人戏言起<strong>挂科</strong>时，他们说话时的那种心情，是可以想象的。是，一场简单的出乎意料的考试，任谁都会很开心啊，有了这次好的基础，只要准备期末继续考好就行啊，最后总分80+，90+岂不美滋滋。</p>
<p>而他们暗暗估计GPA会是3.8还是3.9时，我却偷偷算了一遍又一遍，期末要考到多少分，才能让自己卑微地不挂科。</p>
<p>我真的很不明白，到底是做错了什么，让我突然到了挂科边缘？为什么那天所有题都算错？为什么算错会扣这么多分？</p>
<p>而更折磨人的是，我甚至不知道下一次会不会继续这样，自以为要AK，结果却是爆零。我发现我没有判断这个的能力。</p>
<p>我愿意将这一切归结到计算上，只要下一次我能细心，绝对不会出现这样的错。然而这依然，可能是我的一厢情愿。</p>
<p>今天才突然想起fuboat当年的noip.本以为写了6道标算（事实上也本应如此），评测结果却是300来分。不知道他当时是什么心情，但我想我现在应该也能体会吧。也不，我远不敢说我有fuboat当时那么强，而那还是残酷的竞赛，他当时的心情，可能比我还要差10倍吧。但他挺过来了。也正因为那是竞赛，一场就能翻盘。</p>
<p>而我现在真的有点迷了。一次期中考试，竟然可以影响到整个大学四年，比例还奇高无比。<br>我能翻吗？我要用后面3年多的时间来弥补这一次的缺憾。是真的要用3年。及格线上的GPA，未免也过于难看了啊。<br>这一波玩脱，感觉比省选前那段黑暗的日子还要难受啊。<br>等考完了，心态可能会发生变化吧。那时再来吐更多的负能。</p>
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